the beginning is the end is the beginning?

It's over. There's no going back now. he's hit the wall, and you hit yours too. You could work on yourself and rekindle, but is it really worth it? Are you sure that even with hard work you can trust each other? He can't trust you. He doesn't know if that's possible anymore. Generally speaking, that means it's over. He doesn't trust your motivation. You need to make it your own. don't think about how it will affect him because it doesn't matter anymore. it's not the job, or the house or the money, it's the two of you together. my heart is so broken. I did it to myself. I should have realized and jumped. Now it's too late. there is no glimmer of hope. It's only you now. you just have yourself to worry about. you just have you and no one else. you have to love you and know that you are who you are and be who you are.